Disguise

Disguise by:Lene Marlin

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

第一次听到这首歌是N年前在一部偶像剧里的片尾曲，觉得歌手唱得很不错。后来，在其他的偶像剧再次听到，觉得很喜欢就上网搜寻。凭着网络的功能，终于找到了。

最近，特爱这首歌，因为它的词，很贴切现在的心情。尤其是这一段词：Have you ever had this wish, of being somewhere else, To let go of your disguise, all your worries too. And from that moment, then you see things clear.

Life so desperate, wish to rest my mind at anywhere except here. May be just wanna escape from some what, don’t know, don’t want to think too much.